Abused- I will never give up

Sorry my fellow followers, for keeping quiet for the past few days. I have been going through a few struggles with my life lately. I have had a few people telling me that I need to stop writing my blog,  for reasons I at this time will not disclose, because, I will not stoop to the levels that they have, to stop me.

   But guess what?

I WILL NOT GIVE UP WRITING THIS BLOG!

You see the cute couple to the left, well that is me and the best part of me, sitting to my left. He is my inspiration and the driving force in my life. He is my encouragement, my joy, and the light inside of me. He told me in his very best, broken English way, to stick with it that he is totally behind me. He said if writing this blog helps me, and others like me, then do not give up, stand strong!

   One thing I have learned about myself over the years is that I have allowed myself to be intimidated by others. Some people in general have it down like an art form, they know  how to intimidate, or guilt others into doing things they really didn't want to do. If what they have doesn't work then they turn others against you, to pour on more intimidation and guilt. They Push and push until they have their way. It almost worked on me with this blog.  I did take a time out, and became depressed over it. It was my only release, it made me feel a little stronger, for once I felt alive and like I was helping others, and you know what, I was! I have received many e-mails from others who have been abused. After reading my blog they felt like there could be hope for them to recover. Oh God, I hope and pray they do, because this feeling of loss inside is very real, and crippling to some.  I owe it to those readers who need me, to continue, to tell the truth, and to expose child abuse for what it is. I will not leave a stone unturned to expose abuse! I will not be intimidated by my abusers.  They say that strength comes in numbers. Support help is out there for you, people don't be afraid to expose truth. The truth is (Strength) truely does comes in numbers, and there are a lot of people out there waiting to stand with you.You can contact me at coletteabused@gmail.com and I can forward helpful information to you. All e-mails will be kept anonymous, please let me know a little about you so I can turn you on to the right sites. It's time to take back your soul! Stand Tall, you can do it I know you can.
Love and hugs,
Cj

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